Fear
March 15, 2023
I am ashamed. I am ashamed to live in a country with so much racism, homophobia, and discrimination. I am ashamed to live in a country where it is easier to buy a firearm than to feed a family. I am ashamed to live in a country that picks and chooses which humans deserve rights. I am ashamed to live in a country where propaganda is part of the education system. I am ashamed to live in a country where money is priceless, and people are expendable. I am ashamed to live in a democracy where leaders no longer serve the people. I am ashamed to live in a country dedicated to destruction. I am ashamed to live in a country where history is erased to alter the story. I am afraid. I am afraid to live in a world where generations create problems knowing they won't be the ones to suffer the consequences. I am afraid to live in a world where the biggest danger to us is each other. I am afraid of living on a dying planet. I am afraid to live in a country where the unborn are more protected than I. I am afraid to live in a country where I can get shot only for attending school. I am afraid to live in a country where alleyways are safer than schools. I am afraid to live in a country where weapons have more rights than women. I am afraid to live in a country where I can be assaulted, and be blamed for it. I am afraid to live in a country where basic rights are viewed as privilege. I am afraid to live in a country where the rich are selfish, forgetting that they were once poor too. I am afraid to live in a country where I am not guaranteed the right to livable conditions. I am afraid to live in a country where old men I have never met control my body. I am afraid to live in a world where I will be punished for a crime I didn't commit. I am afraid to live in a country where leaders refuse to acknowledge the people they are hurting. I am afraid to live in a country on fire, where leaders refuse to protect their people. I am afraid to live in a country where the police are not there to protect us. I am afraid to live in the Land of The Free, where freedom is just an illusion. I am afraid to live in America, a place generations to come will view with shame. I am afraid to live in The United States, where we are so divided on basic morals. I am afraid to live in this country. I am afraid to live in this world. I am afraid to live.